Under the Chayote Vine

ANNA NGUYEN

For almost fifteen years of her life, she did not have a permanent home. We constantly unsettled her, uprooted her, and moved her. She lived in five cities in three countries.

She returned to a city she had lived in previously. When she finally had a home, she slept on a couch in an office full of books, across from a chayote tree Má gifted us. She watched it grow, occasionally pawing it, once leaving bite marks on a leaf.

A week after she passed, the mailman returned her cremated remains and expressed his condolences for our loss. Her once beautiful tortoiseshell markings became grey ashes.

Another week later, her remains still in the unopened USPS box, we moved the chayote tree outside where the sun could nourish it.

Má worried that we had waited too long to finally plant the chayote. It might not yield crops.

I worried where we could bury her, her final resting place.

And so, under the chayote vine, we buried her ashes, outside of her home where she had lived for four months in what would be her first and final permanent home, under the plant she had watched grow from root to vine.


Anna Nguyen has been a displaced PhD student for many years, in many different programs and departments at many different universities in many different countries. She decided to rewrite her dissertation in the form of creative non-fiction as an MFA student at Stonecoast at the University of Southern Maine, which blends her theoretical training in literary analysis, science and technology studies, and social theory to reflect on institutions, language, expertise, the role of citations, and food. She is also preparing for her second MFA, in poetry at New England College where she is an adjunct instructor. She also hosts a podcast, Critical Literary Consumption, which features authors, poets, and scholars discussing their written work and their thoughts on reading and writing practices. Find her on Twitter and Instagram @anannadroid.

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The debut issue of Sabr Tooth Tiger Magazine. 6×9 paperback, 134 pages.

Poetry by: David Agyei-Yeboah, Maude B., Madeline Blair, Ace Boggess, Ashlee Craft, Zach Crosswait, Zoë Davis, Gavin DuBois, Mal Grace, Erica Hasselbach, Asmi Kartikeya, Daithí Kearney, Maëlle Keita, Ayesha Khan, Emma Lee, Juan Madrigal, Faisal Mohyuddin, Phoebe Nerem, Benjamin Niespodziany, Vaghawan Ojha, Samuel Plauché, Colette Postaer, David Raygoza, Tori Rego, Maddy Rowe, Patricia Russo, Satori, Ayden Scott, Brandon Shane, Sameen Shakya, Anca Varvara-Piccozzi, Ethan Viets-VanLear, ​​Rebecca Watson, Jenny Whidden, gray lindsey, Ammara Younas, Zaid Zaheer

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